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CONNECTING IS ABOUT … SYNCHRONISING ENERGIES
We speak so, so much about connections …. but …. maybe the real truth is that we most probably have no idea what that is.I’ve been meditating a lot on the subject … but the only thing i can honestly declare is that … i had one million perceptions about the subject … but could not reach the absolute truth.All my ideas … were simple perceptions… and nothing more.I’ve imagined the connection itself as a … bridge … between souls.Then … as a flame.Later on … simple as the beauty of being together.But later on …. I’ve realised that the connection is more about … synchronising energies.It’s actually like a dance.And we could pretend we dance … or we could actually synchronise… and have … at least for the time we hear the music … an amazing dance.Some would say … i am talking about a … cliche …. but i’ve started to believe more and more into this theory.So … i’ve decided to analyse people … dancing.I looked at a lots of …. reels.Looked at their gestures … the expression of their faces …. and all related to the dance itself.I loved those reels.I loved … not the dance … or the music …. but the way i saw them connecting one with the other.Those were people which understood… the huge importance of … synchronising.And i’ve said to myself … what if this art of connecting for obtaining a beautiful dance … should be applied in all the relationships we have with the people from the stage of our lives?!What if this psychology… and philosophy…. could dominate … the way we act?!Maybe that is really the trick … for a beautiful life.And we should keep that in mind … all the time.In all we do … with anyone we should be with …So …. life seen as a dance … keeping in mind the power of synchronising … looks like ….But maybe … that is not the absolute truth either … so let’s keep meditating…And live with the hope that the tricks about how to have a beautiful life … will be revealed to us … sooner or later.Meanwhile …. I would dare to invite you test … anything.Including this theory that connection is about synchronising energies.And ….Well … i’ll let everyone see … test … try …As an essayist… i’m just a thinker … having one million perceptions …Writing … my only purpose is to make people start meditating… on all those subjects.So …
PRACTICING … THE NONSENSE … AS AN ART
What is the non sense?What is behind it?What is hided in the things that makes no sense at all?!Why we have them in our lives?!Who’s responsible of generating that?!Are we attracting the non sense ... or we are the ones behind the creation of it?!Should we accept it ... or simple smile in front of it ... and actually understand that the non sense itself is the expression of the fact that we are on a journey on a pathless path?!Lots of question ... and maybe no real answer.Or maybe lots of answers ... but none of them is satisfying us.I was reading tons of books ... with the hope that one day ... i will find the right algorithm so that i can totally remove the non sense from my life.Until one day ... when a lady friend of mine ... that i consider an expert into dealing and understanding the energies of life ... told me ... “Why do you think the nonsense is keep appearing yourself .... but is not present at all in my life?!Why those situations are appearing on and on and on?!I am sure ... you can accept ... at least for a while ... that the problem itself is not life and circumstances ... but you.”As always ... she was tough with me, but each time i was speaking with her ... i was clarifying for myself lots of things.But the ... nonsense ... was still there.It was indeed a part of my life ... and i had to learn how to deal with it.Somehow ... i was in the position of being forced to learn to practice the non sense as an ... art.It’s quite a ridiculous concept .... but there was nothing else to do ... cause it appeared on and on and on.Each day i was waking up ... i’ve been asking myself .... what the hell is going to happen today?!What else ... could it be?!I felt trapped in a prison with invisible walls ... and i could not find any way out of this story ... so all it was left to do was to see the message behind all what was going on.And until then ... i had to redefine my perceptions about any circumstances.Somehow the Universe was forcing me to become an artist .... in dealing and practicing daily nonsense ... but i was still hoping that one day the awakening moment will appear ... and the illusion of life will be revealed for me ...
LIFE … seen as a concentration camp
The weird thing is that even if we are free beings … we feel like prisoners … trapped into an unwanted reality.And all looks a lot with a … nice concentration camp.Today … i see unhappiness everywhere.At poor people … but also at people that have all what they ever wanted.All look like prisoners into a weird prison … generated mainly by their thoughts.Unhappiness… is not depression.No…Hell no …This unhappiness i am talking about… is simple the result of the fact that happiness is not there.Is not such a big suffer …. but people are conscious that life is not what they really wanted.They simple are alive … and have a life.And … it’s ridiculous that many have all they ever dreamed … but they still carry on their faces that ugly mask of … unhappiness.I look at all those people around myself … but also at my own life … and i realise that it all looks like … we live in a reality looking more like a … concentration camp.But this is a place … where we actually have all we ever wanted … except the fact that we had became … prisoners.…. Of circumstances …. of connections with people we don’t really like … of lots of other things we can’t really accept into our lives.Of course … we are in better position than the ones … suffering of depression… which are in fact living in realities … similar with the real prisons … but still we can’t express our wildness side.We are not allowed to do it.We simple have to respect lots of rules … that are ruing our chances to be happy.This ugly concentration camp … drives us crazy … but we can’t get out from there.And it looks like … we will most probably remained trapped in there … forever.There is no real way out.So … we don’t really live in a prison … but we are still prisoners … into a weird place … so similar with a concentration camp … except the fact that we have all we ever desired.The paradox itself is that the Universe allowed us as all we wanted to become real … except the fact that we probably forgot to ask for the most important thing … happiness.So … dominated by unhappiness… life keeps going … with no real hope …that something will really change.We remain … there … not realising that being happy or unhappy can actually be a simple decision …Or maybe i should say … staying in that concentration camp … or leaving is just a decision.
IF IT'S NOT LOVE … IT'S KARMIC
We always try to understand our thoughts and emotions regarding the relationships we are involved in.And so many times … we fail in interpreting the meaning behind all what is going on.We simple don’t understand it.We believe it’s a love story … or even the love story of our lives …. or a very good friendship … but it always has an ugly end.And damn it … it was the perfect case scenario of a connection between 2 souls.The meaning of all what happened …. becomes a nonsense.Someone that used to be a good friend … or a soul mate if it’s about a love story … becomes the worst enemy you ever had.No one around … is understanding the meaning of all that.What looked like love between 2 souls … ended as a weird life lesson.So … should we say … it’s karmic?!It looked a story about love … but all became … a lesson offered by the karma.But why?!Why this life lesson?!Why couldn’t that love story or friendship continue?!Why such a beautiful connection … ended with a betrayal?!What is the message behind that nonsense?!Love and karma … somehow 2 contradictory directions that we could follow … but maybe having the same final destination.So … is it love?!Is it karmic?!Should we ask this question from the early beginning … or simple explore and enjoy that relationship till life will reveal us the real meaning?!Asking ourselves about the fact that it could look as great connection, but might be … just karmic … or be a karmic relationship looking as an amazing connection … should induce too many paranoia ideas from the early beginning and we will not let us follow the right steps for the story.So?!Should we let everything … just happen?!Too many questions … and maybe contradictory answers.Would help a lot to know the real meaning … and maybe we should explore all the connections we have with the people from the timeline of our lives.And the final question which comes in our mind is … if it is karmic …. how do we break this karmic chain?!Well … it starts with love … has a karmic end …. but …. It always needs to end … with love.It all becomes a cycle … the love-karmic cycle.The meaning?!Maybe … to understand the connections between everything it exists in this world … and the world itself.Love?!Karmic?!Or love-karmic?!I invite you in a journey of finding those answers.And i will not be so naive to tell you that we’ll come up with the absolute truth … but …Let’s do it …Let’s analyze … define all what is going on … and if it’s karmic … there is only one thing to do … metamorphose it into … into love again.I believe that karma is not a bitch … but a teacher, but also that love is everything … and the key to the Infinity.
I WAS THE PRISONER … BUT ALSO THE GUARDIAN
Sometimes doing nothing … is the best path to follow I was chasing for success for a long, long time.I could even define those times as an eternity and i still can’t realize …. how could i be such an idiot to follow this path … for so long.But that’s not all.I actually followed lots of other pathless paths so many times … that i could define myself as an expert into those things.Later on …. analyzing with honesty all what was going on … i somehow realized that i was the prisoner of those situations … but also the guardian that was keeping me there.I was not allowing myself to stop … going to nowhere ….All what i was doing was to change a pathless path with another one and another on … and …Well … time did not changed anything at all.Even if i was feeling the fact that something was wrong … that part of myself that was acting as a guarding … was keeping myself the prisoner of an … ugly life.Time was passing … and again nothing changed.It looked like i was changing the direction … but anywhere i was going … it was still going to … nowhere.But one day …. having enough of going to the left and to the right …. and finding no real good result for my soul … i decided to do something that i never did before … and that was …. simple start doing …. nothing.The answer was so damn simple …I had to stop …. the chaos.To stop … chasing for illusory desires.And to think about doing … nothing … for a while … disconnecting from anything means … pathless paths … Allowing myself … at least … to stop feeling like a prisoner …even if i was living in a prison with invisible walls.Stop being the prisoner … but also the guardian. Stop doing that … on and on and on.Doing nothing became … a better scenario.So … i started doing that.And guess what?!Little by little … my life started to change.The pathless paths disappeared… or i should say that were replaced … by paths with a better meaning for my life.I’ve re evaluated everything … ignoring the 2 contradictory roles i was playing all the time …So …. drinking my coffee into a lovely place … meditating more … and taking the decision to connect only to the beautiful vibes from my life … became probably the best option i could have in mind all the time.The chaos itself did not disappeared … but … it was not anymore … the main part of my life.The pathless paths became … lessons of life.And doing nothing …. which was actually the habit of stopping the time and enjoying life … became more … a hobby.The guardian did not disappeared completely … and neither the prisoner… but i took the liberty of ignoring those roles.
As others see us
Truth be told, by thousands of years the human being pays a lot of attention to what we call ... the mouth of the world.Today ... we politely say that ... yes ... is indeed important as others sees us.The garbage man is interested about that.The cleaning lady.But also ... the president or the king of the country.Somehow, for a weird reason, difficult to be defined, are extremely important for us all those perceptions, even if we can't clearly understand why.Unfortunately, soon after ... the influences of all those opinions change the dynamic of all.Yes.The way we act.The way we dress.The way we speak.The way we react in front of anything.All.Losing ... authenticity.That ability of being the true self.And ... it happened to me too.Many times.10 years ago.1 year ago.Last week.Yesterday.... even today.But ... i've came into a point when i'm tired of listening to them.So ... i ignore anything they might think or say.Even ... if some of them have good intentions.... somehow trying to be motivational.Fortunately, i feel and clearly know it, that i must ignore all of them.Cause there are too many.And ... actually too many contradictory opinions.All being unclear.I am a good person, an extremely bad one, a horrible character, a person obsessed of manipulating all around, or a human illusory believing that can save the world etc etc.I can only smile.The truth is that ... personally i don't know who i am, even if I've spent so many years into my company.But this charade of perceptions continues.Annoying me.Or even making me sad.Until is obvious that i can live without them.So ... i disconnect.I am on the stage of life, but i am in there more as a ghost.I feel like that ... better.Today i look into their eyes and i smile.Probably, having enough of hearing all those craps, even if indeed many things which they are saying are true ... realising everything is just a perception ... i become detached.Feeling better.And even if i don't have the guts to express myself ... i start to realise the importance of authenticity.So ... my whole focus change ... being a lot related with my inner world.Which I believe is good.At least for myself.
Portrait of an Unknown Woman
In a spellbinding new masterpiece by #1 New York Times bestselling author Daniel Silva, Gabriel Allon undertakes a high-stakes search for the greatest art forger who ever livedLegendary spy and art restorer Gabriel Allon has at long last severed ties with Israeli intelligence and settled quietly in Venice, the only place where he has ever truly known peace. His beautiful wife, Chiara, has taken over the day-to-day management of the Tiepolo Restoration Company, and their two young children are discreetly enrolled in a neighborhood scuola elementare. For his part, Gabriel spends his days wandering the streets and canals of the watery city, bidding farewell to the demons of his tragic, violent past.But when the eccentric London art dealer Julian Isherwood asks Gabriel to investigate the circumstances surrounding the rediscovery and lucrative sale of a centuries-old painting, he is drawn into a deadly game of cat and mouse where nothing is as it seems.Gabriel soon discovers that the work in question, a portrait of an unidentified woman attributed to Sir Anthony van Dyck, is almost certainly a fiendishly clever fake. To find the mysterious figure who painted it—and uncover a multibillion-dollar fraud at the pinnacle of the art world—Gabriel conceives one of the most elaborate deceptions of his career. If it is to succeed, he must become the very mirror image of the man he seeks: the greatest art forger the world has ever known.Stylish, sophisticated, and ingeniously plotted, Portrait of an Unknown Woman is a wildly entertaining journey through the dark side of the art world—a place where unscrupulous dealers routinely deceive their customers and deep-pocketed investors treat great paintings as though they were just another asset class to be bought and sold at a profit. From its elegant opening to the shocking twists of its climax, the novel is a tour de force of storytelling and one of the finest pieces of heist fiction ever written. And it is still more proof that, when it comes to international intrigue and suspense, Daniel Silva has no equal.
Dragon Ball Super, Vol. 11
The Great Lord of Lords awakens from inside of Boo to confront the evil Moro head-on. But even the power of a god doesn’t seem to be enough to stop this monster! Goku, Vegeta and the others are forced to retreat. Goku goes with Merus to train to get stronger, but Vegeta has other plans. Hitching a ride on a Galactic Patrol ship, Vegeta goes to another part of space to meet with a certain group of aliens... -- VIZ Media
Dragon Ball Super, Vol. 12
The villain Moro has released all of the vicious criminals from the Galactic Prison, and now they’re ravaging the galaxy in search of planets with exceptional life energy! When the Bandit Brigade, including the power-copying Seven-Three, comes to Earth, how will Piccolo and the others fare against this new threat without Goku around? -- VIZ Media
Dragon Ball Super, Vol. 20
Goku and Vegeta are both struggling to master their respective ultra forms, which they’ll need to defeat Gas, now the strongest warrior in the universe. Can Granolah rejoin the battle and help turn things around? Later, back at home, a pair of superheroes are making headlines! Get ready for a new story arc set on Earth! -- VIZ Media
Dragon Ball Super, Vol. 4
Goku Black’s identity has been revealed as Zamas, the lord of lords from Universe 10! But he’s not alone—his counterpart from the parallel universe has teamed up with him and, thanks to the super Dragon Balls, they are nearly unstoppable! In the present, Goku trains with Master Roshi to perfect the Mafū-ba and seal Zamas away. Meanwhile, Kaiô-shin takes Lord Gowas, Zamas’s mentor, to the parallel universe to try and push his former pupil back to being good! -- VIZ Media
Dragon Ball Super, Vol. 13
Moro’s goons have arrived on Earth, but the planet’s protectors aren’t about to go down without a fight! However, when Moro himself finally appears and pits a powered-up Saganbo against Gohan and friends, the good guys struggle to keep up. With a planet in peril, will Goku and Vegeta make it back in time?! -- VIZ Media