# I WAS THE PRISONER … BUT ALSO THE GUARDIAN
## The Pursuit of Success
- Chasing Success
- Long and Eternal Struggle
- Realization of Futility
- Self-Criticism for Prolonged Efforts
- Pathless Paths
- Expertise in Unconventional Journeys
- Constant Change without Progress
- Feeling Lost and Directionless
## The Dual Role
- Being Both Prisoner and Guardian
- Trapped by Own Choices
- Self-Imposed Restrictions
- Inability to Stop the Cycle
- Invisible Prison
- Recognition of Inner Conflict
- Persistent Negative Patterns
- Time Not Changing Anything
## The Turning Point
- Decision to Do Nothing
- Realization of Simplicity
- Stopping the Chaos
- Disconnecting from Illusory Desires
- Embracing Stillness
- Allowing Time for Reflection
- Finding Peace in Inaction
- Reducing Feelings of Entrapment
## Transformation and Growth
- Life Changes
- Disappearance of Pathless Paths
- Emergence of Meaningful Directions
- Reevaluation of Priorities
- New Habits and Practices
- Enjoying Simple Pleasures (e.g., Coffee)
- Meditation and Mindfulness
- Connecting with Positive Vibes
- Lessons Learned
- Chaos as a Part of Life
- Pathless Paths as Life Lessons
- Doing Nothing as a Hobby
## Ignoring Old Roles
- Moving Beyond Prisoner and Guardian
- Acknowledgment of Remaining Roles
- Choosing to Ignore Conflicting Identities
- Liberating Oneself from Past Constraints